While I was discovering who I was, or who I thought I was supposed to be, James was becoming increasingly dissatisfied in his job and being so far away from family. As I had said earlier, James was close to his family at the time they talked on the phone nearly every day. In the… Continue reading The slow return – Change of Scenery
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The slow return – The Search for Meaning
In my last post, I talked about how discovering writing had quenched that thirst for something more. That fulfilled feeling lasted for total of three seconds - okay it was a bit longer than that, but still something was missing. The interesting thing was I didn't feel as empty, but something still wasn't right. So,… Continue reading The slow return – The Search for Meaning
The slow return – A Sense Longing
So, here it was sometime around 2008 - 2009, I started getting this feeling that there should be more to life. I was working a solid job that had the potential to turn into a good career with benefits, promotion, and money (everything I was taught work should be). But something was missing... and for… Continue reading The slow return – A Sense Longing
Walking away – Flirting with the Pagan Lifestyle
I digressed a bit in my last post, but I felt it necessary to get a good sense of where I was in my life. I was a small town girl.... even though I was raised in the church and knew all the bible stories you teach young kids, my personal biblical knowledge was lacking.… Continue reading Walking away – Flirting with the Pagan Lifestyle
Walking away – The Boyfriend
The summer before my last year in college, I met a man that was unlike anyone I had been attracted to in the past. Nearly everything about him was different. He was educated at the time I met him he had already received his bachelor's degree and a master's degree and was currently finishing his… Continue reading Walking away – The Boyfriend
Walking away – The College Years
College... such formative years. My journey of faith was a roller coaster during those four years. After four years of having a few worldly high school teachers, who not so covertly taught that our way of life was backward and intolerant. So they created diversity clubs where you celebrated everyone's differences. Needless to say during… Continue reading Walking away – The College Years
Walking away… The Churches
I briefly mentioned in my opening post and about page that I had walked away from Christianity and religion itself for that matter. Looking back I'm not even sure how it happened. I was raised in a Christian house, though we did church hop a few times as I was growing up. The first church… Continue reading Walking away… The Churches